waiting for love to come my way

as gay as this is gonna sound.
i reckon. that if you found the 'perfect person'. nothing else would really matter in the world.
but is that even possible? is it really possible to be happy for a long time with the one person. damn movies and their happily ever after story tales
gives us hope. which is fake
i needa see proof before i believe xD

but who knows. i guess we're too young to know

today afternoon was pretty fun. felt like year 10 again. mucking around playing oz tag and stuff. went back into common room and watched a bit of 'love actually'
although i think it's better with a loved one or by yourself without people who've seen it before.

just finished watching harold and kumar. not bad a movie if you're just looking for a bit of a laugh and nothing much else. not one of those epic deeply emotional ones

it's one of my friends birthdays today. and couple of the other crew came to surprise him at his place. but its too late now xD so i'm not able to go.
been working on this drawing project of mine. here's a little progress ive done


yesterday


today
now my hands are all bluish from rubbing on the artwork. should be done in one more day. although its looking a little bit dodgy . my colour pencils have all been coloured out blunt and i dun have a big sharpener

mum made wonton for dinner

which was yummy. and here i am sitting here now typing

for a second i though i lost all my blog stuff cause of my mum's incompetent ability to use firefox
she closed all the tabs in one shot and i thought i lost it all. but thank god blogger saves this stuff.

enjoying school right now. looking forward to double free tomorrow
take care all.

I can't take it anymore.

Damn. i'm gonna rant a little bit

Its getting back marks season again. and this time round. i really can't stand the nitty-gritty of mark discussion. i gotta say i too have been in some mark discussion
but seeing these various people. i'm sorry. just can help but demise them

I kind of understand now how other schools see us as nerdy neurotic people. cause i caught myself shamely telling them about how we scab marks and discuss about marks and etc.
for us its normal. but i'm beginning to see it from another side

lets call this person X
X is a good student. but sometimes can take it too far.
marks are their whole life, they enjoy talking about marks. they enjoy the satisfying feeling of being on top of everyone else. they get extremely upset when they don't do as well and have a cry
they go and annoy teachers about ambiguous questions every
there is nothing else going on in their life
they are HAWs too - that is. high achieving whingers

i kinda feel sorry for them. i dunno if its parents expectations, their natural instincts or what. you gotta realise marks are such a tiny part of life. ive changed my perspective so much lately
i mean its understandable to be upset, after you've tried so hard.
but they take it too far.

meh. as long as its not in front of me. its ok. cause i'll feel compelled to make bad remarks sadly.

on the other hand. i have finally had the time to start doing little things which study (or procastinating to study) held me back from. started drawing on of those pictures from my previous posts like promised earlier. here's just a working progress



also been exercising quite a bit lately and taking nice naps in the afternoon :)
really wish i had my Ps so i would be able to go out and do fun stuff over at people's place even on school nights

and that freedom of driving by yourself. and maybe perhaps turning on the radio and singing in your car xD without your parents looking at you weird. which.. hasn't happened to me before.

i'm gonna keep it to a short post for now. off to work on my working progress.
take care everyone
chill. its after exams . don't be sad about marks