Yaattttaaaa

I have just won lottoooo.

nah who am i kidding
chances of winning from my recent probability studies are 1/45379620
chances of getting 6 numbers right is 19/504218
chances of even gettin 3 numbers right is 0.001 i think...

but people still try like my dad. in the hope for the 90 million bucks . so thats $10.60 i coulda spent on food. mmmm

speaking of food. i got hooked onto canned corn after having some of dannys at lunch. has anyone passed that corn shop in parra westfield and it smells soo nice. i've always wanted to get a cup but its outrageous expensive price has stopped me. so went to woolies, pick up some canned tuna, slab of steak, some juice and of course some canned corn for only 1-60. so much more than that little tiny cup they give u for 3 something. gonna have that for lunch tomorrow. mmmmm

walking home from the station some guy was madly giving out pamphlets tryna get rid of em. shoved one into my hand and it was advertising for tax returns.
i thought, does it look like i need a tax return. but then again the guy doesnt care. he just gets money if he gets rid of em. they why not just tip em in the bin
its a cruel cruel world. everyone just wants a little bit of that money.

get home. dad's home. i try to talk about other stuff to try and divert him from asking me about my english mark which i successfully did until my mum comes home and the thats the first thing on her mind
*mum comes home*
Me: Hey mum! how was your day.
Mum: WHAT'D YOU GET IN ENGLISH

== managed to play it down a bit by saying i didnt count that much and stuff and by mentioning my maths it seemed to soften the blow a bit xD

btw those people who watched that andy chen video on facebook about him gettin flogged by parents for gettin 99.8 . i asked him and they acted it. thank goodness
got some texta and latex or wuteva and it looked really real


currently tryna think of muck up ideas and this is what me and matt are tryna pull off

but i dno where the hell you get a big lab coat from. if anyone has suggestions thatd be great. otherwise we're gonna try make one which i feel might be disaster.
people tryna figure out what we aree


all this stuff muck up day and gettin jerseys and trials just kicks into that obviously its all coming to an end soon. which is kinda sad . was talkin to someone on the fone beforehand and it just made me realise that all the memories and fun we've had in our juniors years and bit of senior makes it all worthwhile. like even if it's the most stupidest thing in the world like staring at the dvd screensaver. that still makes me crack up everytime. just to look back and go man how stupid and childish were we but it was worth it and i wuldnt change a thing.
good 9-10 times. i guess all the stuff we miss has already past us. right now all we eva talk about is work and study. theres no excursions, no camps, no random events. its just heads down into books and lets go.

all those childish crushes and childish behaviour. i would give so much money to go back in time and just laff at what we were back then
that reminds me. gotta ask mr yeo to reup those old DT videos again. those are classics.
this school has been one good place. and when you think back on it. it wont be the bad stressful times. and they dun evn seem that bad anyway. its our way of life.
so glad i came to ruse

the friends made. the memories shared. oh boy

anyways i will stop lettin my LNHS kick in and end it there
dammit im capped

dreaming about maths

although i'm not feeling it. i think all this HSC is starting to get to me.
but it's ok. nothing to worry about

well i started to panic in the 4u exam and got that feeling which i've only eva got in my first ever exam in year 11: physics. in which i felt totally screwed.
afterwards i was kicking myself at being so panicky and not thinking with a clear mind. kicking myself so much to the point i was dreaming about how to do that question if i had it all over again ==" its quite sad i realise
kinda reminds me of a old neopets game i used to play in year 6 called maths nightmares


and then this morning. i was dreaming about gettin 52.5/54 for my 3u exam and 53/60 for my 4u exam which will never happen seeing as i totally screwed it. i wont complain no more. the most irritating are those super duper smart ppl who kick themselves at losing 2 or 3 marks . i find it hilarious
and then i dreamt i was walking down from top of C block to economics to get my 49/50 back . which i would be absolutely over the moon with seeing as i've been trash talking peter for 2 weeks now about how i'm gonna take over his reign, which wasn't the smartest thing to do. seeing as i'm gonna be absolutely pummeled
this is ridiculous
well off to enjoy my weekend by doing loads of maths today at guan and then doing loads of maths trial papers tomorrow at state library. yayyy . study has become a habit, not so much of a chore anymore.

surreal.

currently i am playing happy farm on facebook after reading stuff about it on belle's blog. but i find it really hard to gain experience, and it's really tedious.
and how do u get credits apart from paying money for it

anyways as most of you know. michael jackson has died from heart attack. which was a really big shock. kinda parallel to steve irwin
people make fun of them and they're forgotten
suddenly they die and then there's all praise and everything which they deserve

i actually think michael jackson is just unjustly done by by society. i mean he hasnt done anything wrong. he's judged by the way he looks and his love for children. he seems innocent to me, altho there is some biased since he's dead

i blame it all on pepsi. if his face had never gotten burnt in an accident in a pepsi ad, then he wouldnt hafta get plastic surgery and he'd never be treated this way. so don't drink pepsi !!


some person on facebook made a horrible pun xD "his heart just didn't beat it"

so RIP michael jackson
that moonwalk is unbelievable

To Love Somebody

I couldnt think of a smart or witty title. so my title just happens to be the song im listening to right now. wen i was little my family went to a bee gees concert in what was stadium australia back then. contemplating whether to go to the anberlin concert

moving on. i'd like to share the lamest lame i eva lamed just a few hours ago
don was asking me a question on circular motion and after much working out, i couldnt get it.
Me: sorry don, i don't think i can help you, i'm goin in circles
Don: oh ok
Me: HAHA get it ! goin in circles, circular motion !
Don: i tried not to notice, but i did giggle a bit

my body is aching all over from table tennis yesterday, playing 6 matches took its toll. and i know the ppl who are chuckling to themselves thinking how do u eva get sore from table tennis. but my body has never been in so much pain before xD my pecs, my biceps, my thighs, my triceps, my shoulder muscles, and my butt muscles all hurt
i thought to myself what the hell? butt muscles . i never knew u needed to use them for table tennis. so now weneva i sit down, a let off a little groan of pain
it was worth it tho. flashing my bling to ppl today before sending it off to get engraved
i'm feeling really cocky these days. i feel like i'm on a roll in exams, taking it easy and preparing myself well mentally
felt i did really well in 3u today so im happy with myself.
and most nights dont consist of cramming much study . just perhaps a coupla questions a brief read of notes then its off to bed.

i actually enjoy exam week quite a bit. the exams arent really bad if u think about it. physics and chem theory are all very short . and maths is fine. and then that freedom you get. instead of dreading it, i find the week a chance to shine, chance to prove myself
ruse09 time to shine
i had to add that in there.

had a chat to owen from class of '07 on msn just then. he does med at UNSW and was telling me about it. sounds very good and fascinating. and he was talkin it up lots. i find it really important that you actually enjoy what you're learning otherwise, its just information cramming and stuff u dun enjoy. i enjoy doin chemistry cause i find it interesting, physics is becoming intereseting as well, and english to some extent. it's like the subjects are widening your view of the world. if that makes any sense


anyways off to do a 4u maths paper. needa get up superduper early tomorrow for UNSW maths comp. fml as many would say. but my life is great :D so ilml

i will end with a picture of where i'm goin on sunday to help out a friend with her maths. tutoring gives me confidence in myself

my precious.

i know its been a while since i blogged. but i hope its worth the wait. lol

anyways. my life is fully complete. i'm so happy
shes finally mine. isn't she beautiful.


disregard the right silver one. she's a has been. i've moved onto the gold

welp instead of studying my ass off as some of you may have done today. it was CHS table tennis finals today and i was so excited over the weekend. practising hitting against the wall.

woke up at around 8 which was a nice change from the usual 6-30's and drove to olympic park

so there was 10 teams from all parts of NSW.they represent the best of their part of NSW. lol some people even brought a suitcase with them, cause they were staying at a hotel since it took them too long to get back.
so there were 2 pools of 5 teams each and the top 2 of the each pool goes through the final and 1st plays 2nd of other group etc. i wont bore u with minor details

anyways we had north sydney boys, kingscliff, duval and sum other random team in our pool and we managed to come 1st winning against all the teams
the way it works in table tennis and tennis is that its a best out of 7 matches. each team has 4 players and sum reserves and it consists of 4 singles matches with ur respective seed and then 3 doubles matches goin (1&3 vs 1&3, 2&4 vs 2&4, 1&2 vs 1&2) so u play the singles matches first and if u win all of them then thats 4-0 and u dun need to play doubles

got to semis, beat "murray" relatively easily 4matches to 0
and then in the finals we met north sydney boys again. and it was kinda deja vu. our 1st seed lost against theirs
but then our remaining seeds all won their games (i'm 4th seed). i was up 2 sets to 1 in my one, and the guy came back because i was being impatient and making mistakes. manage to beat him 11-9 in the last set to win 3-2
so it was time for doubles. and our 1st and 3rd seeds lost against them, like they did in the preliminary stages and me and raymond (2nd and 4th) beat them 3-0 to claim our school's first gold in like 6 years :P

mr lees came to watch us today which was kinda surprising as hes on long service leave. and pronger was being awesome as usual challenging us to matches haha.
mr pronger what a beast. "coaching" two teams to CHS
lees was so happy afterwards, he all shouted us maccas. mmmm free big mac meal.
oh that reminds me. the north sydney boys coach, to try and encourage the guy who was versing me, he said he'd shout him a big mac if he won. i deprived him of one. poor guy


it was the first gold for me, and i had a silver one previously in year 9
so very happy
now to study 3u maths which i enjoy muchly . but beforehand i will photospam .


medals presentation, us in the middle biting our gold, nsb on the right and murray on the left who won the 3rd place game



team foto with mr lees


something cool i found in burwood the other day. its a strip dart mat. if u hit an area the other person has to take that off



my hood. burwood. hope u liked the rhyme



view from my room on a saturday morning. trinity boys playing sum other team in rugby

birdplane.

omgsh i just watched this video on youtube i went hysterical . so good !



while in the shower i suddenly started thinking about axis of awesome 4 chords thing that jero introduced because i was playing music on my phone while i was showering. anyways i got out and youtubed axis of awesome.
ahhhh
they are so good with these play with words and stuff. and you dun expect it. which makes it so funny.
also found out they did the kevin rudd rap thingo as well which was really good. they are really good with rhymes. i wish they did more .

mr. cool

while i'm waiting for peter's reply to my billion questions about physics that i dun get
i'd like to mention this



i'm sure many of you have seen this . but damnn he's so smooth. writing the note and listening to his question. and his witty sense of humour
it's like he's got a strong hold on everyone.it's hard to find someone that hates him, apart from like those white blackppl haters in america. probably the most famous man in the world right now

and now it is back to my physics questions.
and english essay which i really need to write afterwards. otherwise i'm gonna get crap in class from ppls and ms steele

we all worry and complain too much.

it's exam time again. that stress time

time to start listening intently

and the frantic note reading before the exam


and complaining about how gay subjects are as usual. complaining about how we procrastinate as usual. complaining about how bloody cold it is as usual
i think we all need to take a chill pill and start doing things instead of complaining. reminds me of hamlet. haha

today lunch was very interesting. 3 on 3 semi final game between my team and fat kids lag IRL. lotsa complaining, lotsa arguing, lotsa controversy. i still dunno who won. but im guessing they did
tho im pretty happy in how we played and we played pretty good. felt like we were on top for a majority of the time and just got unlucky in the end.
all of this recent complaining and everything during 3 on 3 basketball saddens me. people are taking it too seriously and just firing up in the heat of the moment. it is just only a basketball comp after-all.
we as refs do our best to be correct and give a fair go to everyone. but there is the odd mistake and i guess u just hafta accept that.its just nature. just take nothing from it and walk away goin ok. its really hard wen everyones hounding at you making their own calls, and u feel really bad wen u potentially made it or breaked it for someone because of your decisions.
i think some people just take it all too seriously. after all its just to go out there, do your best and have some fun.
watchin the group stage matches were really fun. like daniel's titties vs liverpool fc. you know. those people arent in it to win it. they just out there to give it their best and have some funn. and that was really good to see. none of that complaining. i saw flannagan watchin it too and she seemed to be enjoying it.

hopefully the year 11 vs year 12 game tomorrow will be good . and played in the right spirit.

and with exams and study. oh who's gonna be marking the essay, who's gonna be writing the paper. in the end it dusnt really matter that much . sumtimes i see our grade as like a group of trees. in a rainforest. tryna reach for that sunlight at the top at any cost. and some end up at the very top and some not so high.

anyways that is it from me. i will try and find some interesting fotos to post up


nadal and verdasco after that epic epic match. that was so good. crazy match. i remember it was like 1 or 2am and everyone else was still on msn goin on about this match. looks like their making out eh



super duper long bill.

D-licious

first of all in response to the comments i gladly recieved :P
aditi: that's more than ok ;) i'll take the time to read your blog too
swami: haters. haha but it's true. CHS does sound better then 2nd round tho.

welp i'm just gonna massive foto spam now. of all the yummy food i had today
omg so niccee. me and parents went out to dinner at chinese seafood restaurant and i've just come back. i'm so bloated. but it was delicious

to start us off for food i had today:

dominos pizza with vitamin water. thanks to milo's suggestions a while back, ive been doing this quite often. what you do is, you go to the dominos website to order the pizza, and u take off toppings you dont want and put on topping you want for a cheap price (its always under 6 bucks) thanks to ozbargain codes. in this particular pizza, we have a deep pan base spread with bbq sauce, topped off with prawns, seasoned chicken, beef, mushrooms, capsicum, pineapple, oregano, garlic, onion and olives. yum

ok now to the dinner. i apologize in advance for the grief i will cause from posting up all this yum food xD. and im gonna be a bit of a critic here.

1st entree: chicken feet soup mixed with legumes and beans. the soup had a really nice flavour and the chicken feet werent bad either. it was my first time eating chicken feet actually. and after handling all those chicken feet back in the year 10 ag days, surprisingly i didnt get that disgusting image in my head :P


2nd entree: roasted quail with seasoned salt and black vinegar.
the skin of the quail was nice and crispy and the meat was very nice and tender too.

main dishes served with rice -

1st main dish: lobster served with shallots in a special asian sauce. i dun really actually know what the sauce is called in english. altho the lobster was nice and sweet, the sauce lacked a bit and u could really only taste the sweetness of the lobster. still good tho


2nd main dish: soft shell crab served with shallots in a special asian sauce on top of egg noodles. this one was soo nice. altho it's annoying gettin rid of all the shell and gettin to the meat. and your hands get all dirty. the sauce was really nice with the sweet tender crab meat, and egg noodles are always good with seafood.


3rd main dish: steamed barramundi accompanied with palace soy sauce finished with shallots. the fish was really soft and the bones were just in the centre of the thing so it was quite pleasant to eat. by this time i was soo full.


4th main dish: bok choy served with creamed seafood . just your typical asian dish. nothing much special. but the creamed crab was quite good.


just all the mains together.


1st dessert: grass jelly served with coconut milk. the grass jelly was sweet, but not to sweet and the coconut milk went well with it :)


2nd dessert: oranges. need i say more . they were sweet

now with only 3 people to eat all this. we had to take lots home xD so being typical asians. asked for huge boxes to put mostly the noodles and the quail wen didnt finish.


btw the place i went to was in beverly hills if any of you are curious. they just got this main road lined up with chinese seafood restaurants. so the quality is good and the prices are cheap.
enjoy the fotos :)

i'm famous.

muahahaha bosco's post was so funny. moomoomoo. kinda wish i had one now. but so bloody expensive ! $1.50 my parents felt unwell after eating a box of moos. they were waiting for me to finish tution and bought a box of 8 and had 4 each cause they were afraid they would melt. hahaha

anyways. nice surprise to see me mentioned in the newsletter :P none other by sports captain don.
i will share this excerpt with you

"In other news, James Ruse Knockout teams have also experienced reasonable success.
The Boys Knockout Table Tennis team, coached by Mr. Pronger, boasts the talents of Michael Liu, Vinson Wang, Edward Lo-Cao, Andrew Chen and Raymond Li. The boys were comfortable champions at the Sydney West tournament and have progressed to the CHS tournament.
Michael Liu, of year 12, is cautious but has high aspirations about the team’s chances, “We look forward to the challenge of CHS and hopefully return with the gold medal.”
The Girls Knockout Tennis team boasts the talents of Alison Fong, Chantal Dang, Sakthi Satkumaran, Anisha Arora and Lorraine Li. Their coach, Mr. Pronger, described the girls’ games as “of national importance” and the team as “standard above the rest”. It is no surprise that they are the current regional champions.
We wish both teams the best of luck in future competitions."

Yes i had a little interview with don in the middle of maths. which was awesome.

anyways on the topic of being mentioned in the paper. here's something from last year.



as you can see. grubsy and aditi are in the front. and you might be able to see me prat and jackie in the back. in the paper its goin on about how good our school is and how grubsy is awesome which made me laugh xD. pretty awesome experience. never knew they had to take so many photos and just use 2 of them. for just this page.

thats all from me . photo spam time.



kris testing out his aeehhh theory at musical. you know how if u say cheese during a photo it makes you smile. well if u say aeehhh during a photo it makes a have a better smile


random foto walking back to school from carlo court on the saturday for musical. thought it looked pretty awesome. probably nothin really for VA ppl tho.



free gillette fusion razor which i got from priceline thanks to ozbargain. they always post up great freebies and deals on their site. if you want a free razor. go to gillette.com and fill in the 'enrolment form' and they will send u an sms and u can go get a free razor (men only of course)

it's been a while

welp.
i havent studied since 4pm after watchin the footy and gettin on the computer waiting for mel to come online. only to realise at 10 she texted me at 8 saying she wouldnt be on. :(
i dun feel like sleeping so i'm breaking my no bloggin for just this time.
computer is such a bad habit. forum this, msn that, facebook this, ozbargain that. and woosh goes 6 hours.


well the other day i had a massive bump into old mates from primary school. met like 3 of them over the course of the day. always nice to see them again. brings back good memories.
when you think back to primary school, i find that ur memory is often very distorted from what it actual was. u forget the little things.
when i went back to my primary school to do a few days of work experience in year 10, so much came back to me. just teaching in the same room i used to grow up in. it's something so much more. sentimental.
reading a book to the children. that was me sitting on the carpet listening years ago. sitting one behind another, forming a massage train . lol . cause the guys wanted female contact xD hahaha
and notes passing. writing notes on scraps of paper and passing it around. i remember one day i was writing notes to this girl and i was asking her who she liked, and i listed all the guys in our class. btw i didnt like her or anything. just as a yr 6 kid, you're really curious. anyways the teacher picked it up and read it. i was so embarassed.
going back and attending assembly. one kid would come up and say "please say good morning to the teachers" and the whole assembly would say good morning teachers in that drony rhythmic tone.
and the cheap cheap canteen prices. soo good . their melted cheese and ham toasted sandwich is to die for.

going into high school was a pretty big thing for me. but it's not what i expected. wen ur a year 6 kid, u only know the facts. like oh james ruse no.1 school in the state. it's gonna be great. but when u get there its so much different. it's not like that class environment where u just in the same class the whole time and u know the people really. it's scurry here go there. i remember my first day of school. i didnt know many ppl. so my first lesson was double DT in which i sat next to adam kelly mills tryna be real studious and listening to mr bastian talk about random stuff. but after a while it got real boring and sumhow i got into a talk about politics with adam. goin home the first day showing my mum all the stuff i'd written in my ag theory book. i thought i was doin it tough then xD gee

6 years have passed so quick. dammit. it's been good .but too short

anyways gonna end it there.
btw belle. if you read this. i asked that kid for a foto. he's in year 7 actually and he rejected me D: how could he !
here's a foto for ur viewing pleasure.






and sorry i'm outta memory photos. maybe another time